I had gotten kicked out of all but 3 groups. It wasn't someone else that kicked me out. I just accidentally hit something which kicked me out. I asked Emilia to send me the link, but she never did. Could you???
why did you leave the bible quizzing group?
ok I will try to remember later
Remind me to tell you something tmr abt next Thursday
Do you like the name............. PENELOPE
do you like the name Melody? Because I love it.
Also, on the way to school today, I realized something: for the past 2 years I've allowed myself to be manipulated. For the past 2 years I've shed tears of sorrow and joy over Micah. For the past 2 years, I believed that he actually cared about me, when this morning I realized that he never gave a crap about me. (or if he did it was the least of his concerns). He liked what he saw. Many things he's said just all came together and clicked. I'm so annoyed that I allowed myself to believe that he actually cared.
I wasn't at school yesterday bc I hadn't been eating rly all weekend. Like, Friday I could eat, I just didn't; Saturday I could eat, but I wasn't hungry; Sunday I wasn't hungry, and I couldn't eat. My mom then starts interrogating me abt if I'm upset or anything bc I had been "not eating, tired, and cranky." I mean, yeah, I was kinda upset abt everything that had happened on Friday and then there was guilt afterwards abt how I handled things, but I couldn't let her know that lol.
Ok, ignore my other message about seeing the link lol.
