The first time I was there I had a bad experience and it wasn’t until the end that we were all in a bad spot with each others problems that we got to know and I think we all had to do something to get out there to get it out there to get out of the house so I was like oh well that’s good I just wanted you know that you know that you were going through it I was like yeah I’m just trying not even trying and trying and I know I have a lot to say but I’m just really tired of you guys I don’t want you guys to think