also what I said about Malika, don’t bother asking her to listen to me apologize to her, since she basically hates me she’d probably rather not have to do that.
Ok, I'll chreck my email in a sec, sorry I'm really busy this evening w homeowrk but I'll check sooooon
I also can’t send the photos as there are to many and email can’t handle it I’ll see about getting them to you some other way
What was up with you earlier? Were you good? Was it abt M, or do u not wanna tell me?
Hey what's up? It was fun hanging out today
lol what does that mean? 😂
same as usual lol school work and gym, Im literaly living ground hog day rn
I have no concept of what that’s all like at all except for the move…karate kid lol
the one we went to was mid
still looking for a good dojo lol
oh ok that’s cool how’d it go
gym and beginning my martial arts training.
ah ok, well that’s fine because I have training today.
yeah I know, we were actually gonna have you stay w us Saturday the 25th to 26th, then your dad said no and rescheduled for Thursday but we invited the fishers.
lol we where gonna visit yall tomorrow but apparently it got canceled (that’s what mg father told me)
Drew, Grace, Addy, Luke, and Lisa.
cool! those guests who are coming Thursday , what are there names?
we have guests coming Saturday and prob Thursday
oh wow hope that goes well
well I do actually have a dermatologist visit coming up next week but thats ltteraly it.
Nothing really honestly, yall?
what’ve you been up to besides work?
the moves going good, we’re settling in
hby? how’s the move going for yall?
got a haircut at a salon the other day so that’s new lol loads of school so yeah
karate to start out but I would like to learn more take downs
Naa I don’t think we’re going tomorrow.
btw I heard that y’all might be at CBFC this weekend, is that true?
that’s so cool! What form of martial arts?
lol ok but too much is too much
I have a small background in martial arts my dad taught me a few things so in the future I would like to learn more on fighting
that’s cool! gym sounds nice, you do martial arts?
Also forgot to mention I have gym (started training calisthenics) and gonna get back into martial arts soon.
School, work, got class at 14:00, been on WAY too much caffeine these past couple days for my liking. And also went to the dermatologist the other day.
not offended, and I already told Malika that I wouldn’t message her anymore.
Ok Elijah, I know you don’t want to talk about it all but I NEED to get this off my mind. I really don't want to hurt or offend you but I think it's time for me to say this clearly, since you haven't been able to take a hint. Again, I hope there will be no hard feelings. I wanted to say that Malika does not want you, never has, and never will. I really hope this realization can help you become free and find love elsewhere, because there are so many other amazing people-who are of age and would love to have you. My sisters and I would love to stay your friends but none of us are interested romantically, never were and never will be. Stop writing Malika, she needs to be able to live her life as a 13 year old without having to worry about things she is too young for. Thank you for understanding. Your friend, Camilla
look im done with this subject if she wants to start chatting again she can message im just gonna move past this topic and maybe talk it out some other day.
she literally could have just said something about it. she seemed completely fine about it telling me how much she misses me and stuff.
there was a brief time when y’all were chatting even after you told her
hinting? I haven’t had an actual conversation with her in months how could I know?
idk what u teased abt, that’s all she said to me. she said she was chatting w you normally and u kept dropping hints and she got annoyed
I think she’s been hinting at it this whole time, hasn’t she?
she never even asked me to drop all this
what do you mean by teased?
she told me she didn’t mind being friends at first w you as long as you would eventually drop all this. she said she gave you a chance and u like, teased her or smth and she gave up after that.
And sorry if it sounds pessimistic but I’m just saying what I’m seeing.
tbh I think she came to this whole conclusion not by not using logic, but by seeking the advice of dad and her friends and everyone’s advice (male or female, logical or emotional) was to take a break, to stop chatting directly, etc.
He told me that younger girls tend to be very VERY emotional (No offense) and act more on emotions then logic, (Again no offense but thats a big difference between males and females) he was expecting something like this to happen.
talk about being pessimistic lol
wow how did ur dad predict it??
We’ll see if she will, but idk somehow I doubt it..
Yeah but I'm sure eventually she will come back around, my dad actually warned me a few months back when I first told him about all this, he said that something like this would probably end up happening.
yeah, I’m not depressed about it I’m just sad that that’s what she told me.
I’m sorry she doesn’t want to talk to you anymore.
I’m sorry you’re not doing well, praying for you ofc. I’m so sorry this all happened at a time u didn’t want it to but hey, God’s timing is perfect isn’t it? Honestly just rely on God through all of this, it’s the best thing you can do.
I’d be lying if I said I was good, tbh I feel really sad, there was allot I wanted to talk about with Malika when we where visiting but I didn’t get the chance, I recently asked her if she wanted to start talking again and she said something along the lines that she doesn’t really want to talk with me anymore. I’m sad because I feel like she doesn’t want to be friends, I’m sad that I spent so much time getting to know her and her becoming dare I say one of my best friends only for her to tell me this. Please don’t ask her to talk with me, I’ve told her that if she does wants to start talking again I’d be more than glad. But on top of that I have been really busy lately with work and studying. I don’t have much free time anymore and I really wish that this didn’t happen especially at this time.
ok thanks, that’s all I wanted to know.
so kinda, but it’s not an obsession. and he likes her too.
she kinda does. I mean, it’s complicated. yk when u have a crush kinda on someone but it’s not like your infatuated or anything, it’s just like if someone came up to you and asked “if u had to choose someone to marry rn, who would it be?” she’d say him.
Malika does like another dude correct?
may I ask you a question about Malika?
ur pfp is soooo cute!!! 🥹
do u know what time it’s at?
yeah it’s awesome. excited about Tuesday?
yeah still kinda shocked on how well that turned out.
I’m so glad that our moving to the usa lined up like it did. like, what are the odds?
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